Sunday, April 24, 2005

New stuff

Thursday:
Went out to the Blank Club. Started out at Cinnabar with myself and 7 girls. What a ratio. Of course the one guy Roger who shows up gets a ticket for running a red light so he comes in, complains to Kat and then leaves in a pissy mood. So yeah, me and 7 girls. 1 girl leaves and Kevin shows up when we get to the Blank. Not that I really care for any of these girls (romantically!!!!) but there is something fun about being the one of the two males in a group.

Friday:
I'm so tired from Thursday. Bible study. Extended discussions on the power of prayer and why bad things happen to good people. The kind of discussion that went on forever, but in a good way because I think it brought light to several peoples understanding of prayer and the relationship to God/Christ.

Saturday:
I've got a date today. I paint a silly watercolor picture for A. and make a cool mix CD. Today is Thomas' birthday so I got him a boxing nun since of course he's into boxing and probably nuns or something. We had giant boxing gloves and beat each other senseless until we couldn't lift our arms (they were like 25 lbs.). Then comes the date. I drive to S.F. meet A. for the first time. She's nice and friendly, she dresses well and has her life together. She likes a lot of the same music that I do. We go to diner at some diner, the food is bad but they had cool decor. I think we connect. We go dancing at 1984. She dances well and I try to also. All is well. Or was it?
I'm not entirely sure everything went as good as possible. I've been in this sort of lazy, depressive funk the last few months and I'm not sure I've really shook it. You know, boredom with my life, repetition kills me.

Sunday:
Church. We have a blues concert. I've never really figured out if gimmicky draws to church are the way to bring (sucker?) people in. But I do know they are effective. Plus the guy was a really good, fun artist.
Last night weighs heavy. Did it all really work out? Does she like me as much as I do her? I hope so. She would be way awesome to have as a friend no matter what. There are very few Christian new wave / synth fans who are on the same level. She reminds me of Britain in her drive, but she has light sensibilities, whereas Britain was dark to the core. That type of person would be good for me. My current dancing friends are all dark and mopey, I don't want them to drag me down (spiritually!!!).

J. signing off.

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